Sunday, January 11, 2009

a funky yesterday

argh... i was late again for my 8-am class today.... but luckily my lecturer was quite ok and didn't give me hard time... fuh!

anyway yesterday was so damn cool. after two weeks planning and arguing, my friends n i finally threw a funky event yesterday called water fiest:alamak terbasah sudah!!! at the beginning of the project i was so sceptical because we were going to throw this event at desa waterpark (seriously people may know the name but not many have been there) but at the end of the day we managed to do some 'make up' for that place -with our funky attitude.

i invited my old friend, alan to join me since we haven't met for 18 months... he was still the same.. i mean his size n his perangai was never change - gila2 like usual. as one of the committee of the event i offered myself to handle the games with my roomy, azwa. and guess what? most of the games came from his ideas. i have to admit tv game shows give a bad influence to him.

most of the participant got penalty from us. some of them were painted by water colour and some of them were beaten by penyangkut baju on tapak kaki. we were cruel... i know.

at the end of the event everyone got presents. so tiada pengalah semuanya pemenang. i was hooked by alan's lumix camera. damn, the pictures were so beautiful. i'm looking forward to having one too. susah betul if u don't have digi cam nowadays. and it's going to be more important when u are a blogger like me. blog without pics is like a house without furniture. kosong and soulless.

i hope there will be a more exciting event for next month. i heard about mount climbing... herm...

c ya!

Sunday, January 4, 2009

dear diary: stop!

dear diary,
the last time i got serabut with love problem (or maybe having-crush problem) i decided to let it not happen again. no matter how hot the person is i won't let myself to fall again for the same reason. but like what i've learned from law of attraction the more u like/hate the person the closer he/she comes to u.

so a year ago i'd decided to stay single and pick some people to be my FBs (fuck buddy) becoz it's a no-string-attach relationship n i can be free like a bird. when i said bird it means that i can fly from one tree to another without hesitate.

but for some people they couldn't accept what i had in mind. there were some people (it's better not to mention the names here) had intention to control me like i'm theirs.

even some of them i haven't met yet.

come on, do not fall for me easily. i have my flaws and accept me the way i am. i can't change for no reason.

the reason why i wanna stay single is because i don't have to be obsessive n control someone's life. we're free people for god's sake.

there is used to be a place for a person in my heart and it belonged to one person. unfortunately it was only me who wanted to tango but not that person. from that moment i chose not to open it to anyone. maybe we juz destined to be FB. as long as both are nodding for that agreement i'm ok then.

i can't imagine myself attach to someone....i've tried but i can't

Saturday, January 3, 2009

dear diary: 2009....

i felt weird today.... after a long time not blogging or even sweep all the sawang in my blog i've decided to blog AGAIN (i don't know how many time did i mention bout this.... plz forgive me). is it because of a person? maybe.... the bottom line is i need to blog. at least i know how to release my tension instead of doing what guys love to do in the shower room when they are horny or puffing smoky stick to burn the lungs.... i need to express what i have in mind in words.

new year has come again n thanx GOD for giving me another year to continue breathing n sharing this small world. 2008 had left with a lot of things. sad, happy, exciting, boring etc mixed together became a meal with a unique flava. frankly there was a lot of things in my 2007 list i hadn't achieve. i don't have my license (my car license FYI), i don't have love partner (can be girl or guy... i'm confused with my sexual identity ladies n gentlemen :P) n i haven't had 6 packs!!!

so for this 2009 i have a lot of things to put in my blue print. and i hope i can achieve at least one of my 2007 wishes. getting 6 packs seems kinda close to me. hehe

let's keep the finger cross for that.

also for this blogging spirit..... hehe