recently....

finally i have my own blog! after a year n a half writing at friendster's blog now i know how to use blogger. it's pretty sad since a lot of my friend have already known to use blogger.com. writing at friendster's blog is like living in rental room. small and not colourful n it's not a real blog (from my opinion la). and here, it's like living in a small house (still!) but it's cosier n i hope i have a lot of thing to talk here. i'll try my best to entertain u guys (gila perasan ada peminat!)... but i do hope some of u will love my writing... i can't write like jk rowling or use beautiful language like jrr tolkien but i do hope what i'm writing will be delivered to urself.

recently a lot of things had happened to me. n last week was a i-will-remember-it-forever week. it was like a movie and it had happened at rumah no 2, jln 17/21D seksyen 17 pj. it's too complicated for me to tell u guys here n i really don't want to think about it anymore. but the most important thing is i've got my lesson - no need to help people who is stubborn n not appreciate our help. how do u feel when ur friend was in trouble n asked u to make him bz but suddenly he still wanted to be in the circle of problem? it really piss me off. i'm learning to erase everthing n trying on something else since it's not my fucking hell problem.

but deep inside my heart.... i feel like a dumb! and it hurts me so bad after i realized what we had done to ease his sadness n tension was useless.

recently too i'm listening to chinese songs. it happened last two weeks when i listened to lee hom's song da cheng xiao ai. actually i was introduced to this fella when i was 15. that time i didn't take pot so much since i didn't know mandarin. so i only smiled whenever he told me about lee hom with ethusiasm. after 7 years, i'm still don't know to speak mandarin but i started to like chinese songs. i got his songs from Yeng Ling, my chinese friend n after listened to em few times i was hooked. jiwang n really nice! even though i don't know the lyrics but the music is telling u the emotions of the songs.

i hope a lot of new things happen to me coz life is short n we must enjoy it. we live once so why not we fill the given space with extraordinary things?